julia perretta: he dont love you like i do.
i received the fisheye adaptor along with my camera, and i just found out i could connect it with my xsi, i was so juiced. it woke up early today! yay! noel is coming for a sleepover, maybe, or thats what she said. hoping to rent a good ol' movie and watch it. i will be leaving tomorow to new york. it's funny, how i am not excited as i thought i would. i mean i have been anticipating for this trip since 3 or 4 months back. but it's going to be a blast, i am actually hoping to hook up with someone else, oh god it's going to be an interesting summer. noel keeps saying how she will miss me. god, i will miss her too. i hate friendship. such a weird feeling. i seriously dont know how to differentiate between, friendship love, relationship love and parent-son love. i am especially weirded out by affections my parents attempt to show me, i hate it. that is why i avoid my parents... a lot. but i am stoked about coming back to vietnam. i dont want to be back for such a long time though, because i'll be gone for about 2 months. i wish i was more busy. talking about busy i have to read two books - one fore apes and the other for ape4. i have a feeling i am going to drop ape4 and take a cp class instead. i still have so much packing to do...
