drake: you are the fucking best.
i was up all night last night. i didnt sleep until 4am. finally, i was talking to jed. his computer apparently died. but i am glad that i am talking to him again. i found out something really scary yesterday, lets just say that the internet is a very wacky and twisted place. talking to jed made me think of liam, his birthday is coming up soon, july 24th actually. my favorite thing about him is his patriotic mind, his heart and soul is always for the country. he is so smart and funny too, he is not a book smart (like me), he is global smart like my dad. he said he love to write and read, he wants to follow his dad and be a journalist. i always thought he would make such a great politician. god, if i could just tell him that. i woke up around 3pm today, it was so late. i felt so shitty. jennifer ditched me today, we were supposed to go see "the proposal". i am trying to call noel but i guess her phone "died". fucking technology killing my life. i am watching mystery diagnosis, i love these kind of show, so informative and interesting. i have always had an interest for medicine, but i am too much of a coward to be a doctor.
Sun 8:27 PM: today is father's day, after making him a little *gif picture, i decided to go on here and read the whole story again. i dont know why but it always managed to make to sob a little. although my dad is alive and well, i haven't seen him since april. i miss him a whole lot and although i know that he believes that i dont love him, i want to let him know that, i do love you, so much. happy father's day.
i wrote this on http://www.dayswithmyfather.com/
